hey to any of you that reads this lol..This is my first journal and I don't really know what all to write about XDD..lets see...well, what's going thru my head at the moment is...well, this condition I may be in. lol. most of you know what I'm talking about. I'm pretty, nervous. lol. I don't really know what to expect right now...Whatever life throws at me I guess.

I'm also thinkin' 'bout how someone can be one person, then the next minute they're completely different..and yet their saying is to "be yourself". HAH. funny.

I hate the line, "We can still be friends"...like w.e..you gotta prove that to me first by actually TRYING. >_>...things don't just happen for ya..they gotta have a reason to, and you gotta work towards it. I wish people would get that. It would sure make life a lot easier and less confusing.

I'm also thinkin' 'bout how I'm goin up to Prince George on July 7th. XD I'm excited, but I'm going to miss everyone down here terribly..(friends and such, lol..it'll be nice to get away from my fam)...I'm going to be up there for about a month or so..then I'm supposed to be going up to Edmonton for a week or two, then flying from there to Comox XD..so hopefully I can spend some time with some friends up in Edmonton as well. That'd be really nice. Just need to talk to my Uncle >< cross your fingers guys! lol..

I want a tan..haha random I know XDD but this summer I'm hopeing to get one ..maybe it'll make me look more Cree? XDDD that'd be nice.

I also need to find a way to get some more spending money before I go >< lol..I only have $70 right now..and 13 more days..frick lol..

But yea, right now I'm just sitting in my moms office on the computer listening to "Silly boy" by Lady gaga and Rihanna XD haha. any of you guys heard it?..it's so addicting XP I must have listened to it, more than 30 times this morning lol.

But yeaa..haha don't really know what else to say at the moment. So I suppose I'll stop XD

Have a great summer guys ^^ I miss everyone so much <333 WE"RE GRADE 12's NOW! 0__0 whoa. haha. scary thought eh? but I know we'll all end up fine. and after we all grad, we have to stay intouch okay? X)